Gloomy DAY

Ain't no sunshine when he's gone .... And he's always gone too long.
And i know, i know , i know, i know
I should leave that young thing alone........
But ain't no sunshine when he's gone

I cannot express what i feel today. Because i myself have no idea what i feel.

Yes That song has been stuck in my head. That and Eric Clapton - Cocaine. Right now i think i should just sniff cocaine and get high or die of an overdose. No i am not sad about the whole Parsley Monster situation. No i am not being emo or over dramatic. Today is just in general a gloomy day. The air today feels weird. Not a good weird. A tense creepy weird.

I had a weird dream last night. My brother was doing somekind of deal with black Russian mafia . And i think one of the guy resembled a guy from college so i was staring at him thinking he was cute. SEE another sign of bad choices in man. I swear i am destined to marry a knock off version of Marilyn Manson or some drug lord or some shit like that. Suraj says that i shouldn't ever get married cause knowing me I'l probly get myself in lots of trouble. I think he's right.

Not gonna blog much. Tonyt I'm having a drinking Skype session with May and Suraj in celebration of results coming out and how bummed we are. I don't really care about mine cause bad or good my future is set .

I'm off.......
Peace out