OHHAPPYDAY

Today went great though it started out with me having a hangover cause i took more shots then I should have.

:) Today was a good day. Oh happy day :) I felt so giddy.. I bought my red lipstick which goes super well with my newly dyed jet black hair and combine that with my new dress :) it will be super pwetty. I'm not vain or anything it's just that for a long time now i haven't actually cared how i looked and i swear i never look in the mirror cause that how unbothered i was. I look like a mess most of the time and i didn't even cared for shopping anymore cause it lost all meaning to me. I was constantly in my own zone, high and really not bothered. But today i woke up and i felt pretty again after a long time. And I realised that if there was one thing i should thank Parsley Monster for was that he made me realize nothing was wrong with me and that parents perception on their children are just fucked up :)

Actually there's many things that i should thank Parsley monster for.

Firstly, he actually made me feel normal. And i know that it sounds cliche but i really did feel out of place and all i wanted was to blend in. Sometimes you get so tired of being the odd one you just want to feel normal for abit. Secondly, he made me realize a few things about myself.. Urr... I want to have the option of not having an option. Thirdly, i guess he made me realise that sometimes it's okay to like someone. I know it sounds really dumb but i really really liked him. And he was the one guy i actually really had a crush on there. Lastly, that sometimes things happen and it's not my fault. Yeah it wasn't my fault. :)

I am just super happy today so he doesn't seem so bad.

So i just finished sky with Suraj and May. Cause they're so funneh and they help with the obsessing problem. Suraj is just like "Debra seriously stop! He's not worth it. Just don't bother" and May will be like " Debra you gotta stop man... laugh" hhahhahah... And then i'll be i know. I'll stop and the 20 minutes later i'll be like so Suraj did u see him today :P hahahahha....

I AM GONNA END THIS POST NOW CAUSE IT 4AM AND I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP BUT I ACTUALLY HAVE TONS I WANNA SAY SO I'LL JUST LEAVE YA'LL WITH THIS WHATEVER YOU SAY IT.

"YOU DON'T NEED A KEY TO MY HEART. JUST BREAK THE MOTHERFUCKING DOOR DOWN"

MUCH LOVE
PEACE

I THINK THIS IS GONNA BE MY NEXT INK :)