I would love some cocaine maam.....

Lately.....

Things are going good... Hopefully it remains that way...

On wednesday I went to the Tav (the bar in uni) and then hit a few clubs with a friend of mine. Alaa... She's super nice and I'm lucky to have met her cause she introduced me to many people :D which is always a good thing...

Then Friday I went to the Tav again..... I met a mutual friend there from Sunway. He was with another friend and I introduced them to a few friends of mine. I LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE HAVE FUN :) Makes everything much much more funner!!

I do still miss home though... Very much... Specially my friends and Parsley Monster. I hope/wish he returns the feeling. So it's been like what a week or more since I reached here. He's still on my mind and I find no one as interesting as he is. NOT EVEN CLOSE.

I know that i just have to give it time... But i dun want this feeling to go .. The fact that I like someone is a great feeling.. I just dread the wondering part and if i'm just super stupid for having feelings for this Dude!

BLAH!

I miss the gang sooo much. Hopefully my Bali plans all work out and everyone can goo..

Now I'm listening to MT Eden Dubstep - Sierra Leone.. Brings back memories man :') And i have to put a half in shopping. I've been doing that too much. Classes are starting tomorrow and I'll probly have more to write then. Till my next untimely tingling feeling to blog.

Love

Crazy Thoughts and Parades in my head

I believe in horoscopes and tarot cards reading.

I know. I shouldn't cause it's all crap but i can't help it. My uncle from Italy read my tarot before i went to sunway and it was actually true. It happened. And I'm not the only one who he got right. Others too...

I have been having this let go issues. I feel all stupid again now. Cause I don't think I'm even a passing thought to him. :/ but he's in my thoughts constantly. Slowly fading but still very prominent..... Hrmm... I dunno. I think God doesn't want me to be in any relationship. Maybe i'm just suppose to get high, eat, sleep, live life, have friends and die.... :<

The song constantly playing on my Ipod Eric Clapton's cocaine. :) Hhahaha... I made a mixed tape the other day for the 2 hour drive from the feri terminal in Menumbok to KK....And my mom who never had the same taste in music sang along to it :> and i also Love Lou Reed's Downtown Dirt.

If you wanna hang out, you got to take her out, cocaine.

If you got bad news, you wanna kick them blues, cocaine.

If the eeling is gone and you wanna ride on, cocaine

She don;t lie, she don't lie, she don't lie, cocaine.

Reminds me of Suraj

:>

Psychologically I think it's better that i think i'm dirt,

Don't you like to have some dirt

Cheap

Cheap

Cheap damn dirt.

- Lou Reed

Also, The Black Keys, Dead Weather, Elbow are on my most played bands list. :) Right now I'm have a blues taste in music ? :O

:/ I have this reoccuring feeling that I'm gonna OD one day and die young. Hahahah.. Not that I'm an addict or anything. It's just this feeeeling. Maybe, who knows?... Suraj have implanted that thought in my mind.... May says she wants to jump off a tall building (if she wanted to commit suicide not that she does) cause it leaves a bigger impact on people. Very Haunting way to go apparently :P

May ILY. Azma ILY.

Azma sent me sweet sms and sweet fb msges :D :D I love the post because i can send her things from here now :D hahahaha... I love making gift boxes. I'm thinking next items are dreamcatchers. If i can fing them here... :>

There's a hole in my neighbourhood which of late i cannot help but fall,

Peaace and Loove

Today :(

If the fact that every where i go there's constant reminders of you is a sign , then GOD O GOD pls

make this work for me!

As you can see I am NOT over Parsley Monster. I hate sounding like a love sick college girl who thinks there's not gonna be anyone out there for her ever except him. But for now i am.

I am currently enjoying my stay :) hopefully it stays that way. Major shopping paradise. Shopping is so cheap here! I wish May and Azma :( And i don't feel like a hefty hippo here, Well at least less than i do back home .....

I am just happy right now. Though I feel a lil uneasy about everything. I think the thing that scares me the most is that I'll be forgotten by my mates back home. Tight now that's all that worries me. Life here is going to be interesting. I hope.

More when there's more

till then

Stay too cool for school

Aussie

IMISSYOUALL

So yeah I'm finally in Perth. Things are going fine... For now. College start on the 23rd and I am super nervous.

The hardest part was the goodbyes. I wish teleportation were possible cause

I'm here and they're there :( I am still NOT over Parsley Monster. I have no interest in meeting anyone new. Cause anyone new is not Parsley Monster. :(

I'll blog more when I'm all settled. For now i leave with this.

Till then,

Stay in love people

PeaceLovePsychology

I am the thought that runs through your mind, the sight that makes you stare ,
the presence that makes you eternally happy.take my hand,feel the breeze.This is the last time.
We'll ever be.

I feel just lost.

I have no word.
I've just been drifting for too long.
I'm sick of always searching for something.
I don't even know what I' m searching for.

I just want to know what i want.

It's like waking up everyday feeling sad about something you can't put your finger on. It's not something you'll ponder over but it's just this annoying uneasy feeling you feel and it eats you up slowly.

I know i don't leave in a fairy tale.

But you don't just want to share your time with anyone,just the person that you feel is the one for that moment in time. Even if you know he's just for a moment .